Thanks, brother. Your words mean a great deal, also. Everyone who I have "met" on this forum has been a Godsend, and I credit this place with helping to keep my sanity intact.
Yes, despite the crapstorm I am grateful for much. I have an unbelievably great relationship with my 2 kids, I have resurrected old friendships that I deeply love and treasure-including pretty good ones with XW #1 and her family-I am in OK shape for a 56 year old geezer and yes, my relationship with God is bursting at the seams.
Thank you for those reminders.
I'm not envious of the 3-ring circus my W has created, but it still feels...well, just off...that she is living this new life. Probably a pretty screwed-up life, but after being with someone every day for 11+ years, it does sting to think of her going through the day-to-day without me. But believe me, that's getting easier to bear.
Well, if you're going to be that way about New Year's I'll just have to ask DG, paige40, ROMB, learning2listen...lc4 is off the market...
Seriously, thanks.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
