What do I do next? Part 2

[luvhurts49]

Oh, I think I've got the whole low self-esteem thing down pat. I have no doubt that my W needed me as much as I needed her, at the time. Today however, it's obvious that I need her more.

To be honest, I'm just not ready to even look at what is out there. I am so in love with my W that it just doesn't feel right to me. Yes, I know she's having an A, but that's her, not me. I'm still entitled to feel how I want to.