Fear she's not thinking about it

[ddstartingover]

The very best thing is to get busy and keep busy with things for you. This is time to GAL. Do all you can to keep focus off of what your W is doing or thinking or thinking about doing. It is NOT easy. It is said that what you've described as your current state of coping is what is going on inside your MLC'er times 100. It's far from easy for them too---no matter how things appear.

Take time for YOU. Think about what YOU want and focus on that. This is THE only thing you can control and influence.

This is the worst best place to find yourself. Worst because you are HERE! Best because the people here will help you through.