Beginning now...

[irishblessings]

Thanks you all! It's really crazy that you can know all these things and you can recognize that you are not the problem - but it doesn't change the heartache. I was at my best when I was a part of that family. I gave the best of myself - I became my best during the 30 years I was with him. Now, I am working to continue to be the best mother I can be. I am working to take better care of myself. I am really trying to determine my new boundaries, beliefs, and goals. I want to find new outlets and new hope.

Moving on...