Thank you so much for the support. I've already made appts with behavioral health & a therapist for next month when I return home. My wife calls it "Jekyl & Hyde".... I would let stress build up and then explode (often over something small)...then go back to being pleasant again. She has been right all along...I am looking forward to getting meds/help. Today she contacted me to let me know that she spoke with a lawyer about the D. I told her that she is right, I'll sign whatever she wants, we can talk about the paperwork and finances upon my return & explain everything to the kids after NewYears. I told her that it is probably a good decision. I mentioned my appts, and that I believe that God gave me this burden to force me to make changes in my life. She cried & we ended the conversation. Shortly after, she sent an email saying "You sound much healthier emotionally and mentally and it makes me happier than you could ever know" She ended the email with Love... which is something I haven't seen in a while. I feel better...but still the loss & pain is crushing. I'm not sure what to make of the email? I'm still moving forward and will make improvements to my life... because it will eventually make me happier and anyone I am in contact with will benefit too. Thanks so much for your time and concern.
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
