Aww thanks E! Missed seeing you around these parts and I always appreciate the hugs.
She told me on Saturday that she still feels that D is right but she has been extremely sad and for me to not think that splitting our life up "has not phased her".
I believe that to be true but other than that.. I have no idea what is going on in her head. Only time will tell.
I just keep moving forward. As much as stuff can hurt and I can be sad, somewhere all of my changes shifted from being about my m to being about me. I'm not going to lie.. I hope she sees them.. but I'm not going to go back if she doesn't. I'm not going to try something "new" so she can "see" I've become a better/different woman.
I know I changed.
I like who I have become and am becoming. It's hard and uncomfortable that times.. but if growth was easy.. everyone will do it.
So glad to hear you and your H are doing well. Such strength and love you possess! Keep us updated from time to time will ya?
(((E)))
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
