What do I do next? Part 2

[luvhurts49]

If everyone hasn't figured out by now, I am a worrier and my brain does not ever shut off. So not only do I worry about my W, her A, and her OM, I'm also worrying about our kids, our D, who's gonna get custody, my house, how to pay for things, what is my W gonna think about this or that, does she think about me, is she having regrets, is this OM a temporary thing, how are our kids gonna react after D is final, am I ever gonna get some sleep, is my W ever gonna stop being mean to me, am I ever gonna stop talking about this stuff, is it ever gonna get better, will we figure this out, and on and on and on.