What do I do next? Part 2

[luvhurts49]

Well, confronted W about A and OM on Saturday. She didn't deny anything, but didn't affirm anything either. She did say that she didn't do anything while we were together. I'm going to read between the lines here a bit and assume that since she isn't living in our home, she likely interprets that to mean that we are not together so she's likely done something with OM. She kept on asking my "how do you know?" and I just said that I didn't want to talk about that right now.

For some reason, my W emailed my dad on Friday asking to meet for dinner next week to "catch up on things" (whatever that means). Don't quite know why my W would want to talk with my dad since she thinks my dad is kind of an a$$, but he is a little more emotionally distant than most people.

I've thought about a lot of things over the weekend. I know I need to detach from my W, but it is so hard to do. How do you let go of the one person you want to spend the rest of your life with?

I know I need to GAL, but again, hard to do with minimal friends and even less $$$.

And lastly, I still don't understand how my W changed into what is now my W in the blink of an eye. I mean, we come back from vacation and she is this wonderful, sexy, smart woman who loves me with all of her heart (both showing and telling) and then two weeks after she left, she is this vengeful, angry, vindictive, roller coaster driving, love killing woman that I barely recognize.

I know I've only been dealing with this for 3 months (a short time compared to some of you), but it feels like an eternity. Combine that with the constant lying, misdirection, and wanting a D ASAP, this situation has driven me completely bonkers.