Maybe I'm spending way too much time reading into these things, but it seems like today she's making an effort to pull back. Of course, you guys said this would be coming. It's hard though because I felt like maybe we had a breakthrough this weekend. I know, I know, marathon right? To me, it almost feels like she's trying to convince herself that the OM is the one for her. It's hard to explain, but I just know her and I know that she is probably scared to death of getting back with me b/c of my drinking in the past. I also feel certain she doesn't feel she can trust me. I don't get the sense really that she's head over heels for the OM but at the moment, he probably seems like a better choice. I'm hoping that she will eventually come around but I guess I realize it's going to take time time time. Well, that's one thing I've got b/c I'm in it for the long haul.
