I know the OM is about for the next few weeks, he was back in town from Friday, but not sure if wife has been with him? If so it must have been for a very short period as I have seen her loads??
I know I shouldn't think about it, it will drive me insane, but it does make me wonder!!
Saw the kids loads, and had a great time with them.
My son called to ask if he could come over yesterday to see me, it wasn't a problem, he walked over, its about 10mins away, he had something to eat, we watched TV, laughed, messed about, then wife called to pick him up, I had made a small effort to look tidy, not my usual joggers and t-shirt, it was only jeans and a shirt, and my hair was tidy, but she blatantly just looking at me, I had to look away at one stage, it was so obvious.
We exchanged pleasantries, all nice, she thanked me for having him??, don't know why?? then left.
As she left I really thought there was a massive connect between us, I am not going to mention it, or get carried away with it, but something happened between us as we looked at eah other, well, I thought so!!!
So I now just continue, no contact, and nice and happy when we do, I think its just patience now, and if nothing ever happens between us, it will be very sad, but I will be fine. But, I cannot honestly see nothing ever happening between us again, it might be years, it might be days, but it will happen at one time, and when she does tell me she wants more, I just hope I'm ready.
