Hi Punkin - nice to hear from you! I understand your hesitancy to continue along this forum. I've wondered the same thing. I guess I am still using it as a bit of accountability for myself. Make sure that my thinking remains clear and to have others provide perspective who know the trauma of the MLC experience.
You have been a wonderful friend through this time and I hope you continue to find peace as you move forward.
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time