Well, if you think you look like a fool to people from the outside looking in, then there are a whole lot of us here in the same boat as you. Like a big giant ship of fools.
Some part of your H seems to be sorry for what he is doing, hence the apology during a very intimate time. But, him not controlling his actions when he goes out shows something different.
I am sure he is wondering at the strong side you showed to him at the therapists office. Did he say anything to you when you were looking at his watches? Maybe he didn't think anything of it. How do you feel any progress has been sabotaged? I can understand you moving to a separate bedroom if he is still picking up women. You don't want to get an std. He needs a lot of therapy to figure out why he is a serial cheater, and how to stop it, if he wants to stop it.
How long have y'all been together? If you said, sorry.
I hope you enjoyed whatever church you chose this morning.
