I think you are the only person who can answer this one. Is your D only a piece of paper or does it represent the end of this chapter and a new beginning?
In my case, it was viewed as a piece of paper by XH and as a security for me towards the kids education. My XH still as interest in us. He keeps contact regularly with each of us. He is making progress in his journey. Not necessarily about coming home but about finding what is important in life. He seem to be cleaning his life and soul.
Maybe your posting would be to HELP others instead of yourself? We gained so much insight here and so many others are just beggining and are desperate for our support. Anybody that didn't live this can not understand how it feel. They see LBS as people who exagerate the situation.
I suggest you take a break and visit once in a while. No harm down, you move on with your own life and , when visiting, provide insight to others ! 2 positives!
Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us! You are a wonderful lady.
