Thanks VC. I don't know, I just know how I would feel looking at this situation from the outside. I would think that all parties involved are huge fools.
Today was strange. We ended up ML and in the middle of it he said that he loved me and was sorry that he had been treating me this way. I didn't say anything in response because I didn't know what an appropriate response was.
Afterward I went to the store for a few hours, then he called to see where I was. He called again when he was watching football with his friends. When he came home, I was in the bedroom looking at his dresser. I was curious about which watch he was wearing, but when he walked in I could tell that he thought I was snooping again.
He said he was going to get gas, then called about 2 minutes later to say that he was meeting up with a friend. Asked if I needed anything. I called him right back and asked if he was okay. He said he was. Then I said that he didn't have to tell me where he was going. I kind of feel like any progress that was made has been completely sabotaged by my actions. This is the main reason I want us to be in separate rooms. Both of us asking too many questions and wondering what the other is up to.
