I am going to continue to GAL and be the best me I can be because that is what I can control and I have no idea where we will end up. It seems that things change frequently and new perspectives arise so I will address things as they come. If we end up as friends and co-parents then so be it and I will have to accept that and adjust to the best of my abilities.
I say this and it makes sense logically but their is still a longing for the love of my life. One day at a time I suppose.
The only other alternative is to pursue and keep professing my love which does not seem like its right thing to do for myself or for my R.
Thanks for your input, sure wish I found this site a few months back when I was really struggling.
