Here we go... again!

[Abbey]

And yeah, the trust factor... I realized after reconciling that the trust simply wasn't there. Hard to work on the marriage when he didn't do his side of the work. The trust isn't about other women, it's simply about "her".

She's a narcissistic psycho. Who will NOT be able to live on her own, and certainly won't leave her husband unless my H takes on her and her brats. Good luck with that. That'll last about 15 minutes. When she realizes her little fantasy world of playing house and he realizes his little fantasy world of everyone playing "nice" crumbles to pieces... I will be LONG gone.

Stupid thing is, we actually still care about one another on some perverse level, and I suspect that the longer it takes to sell this house, the more reality will set in for him anyway. He doesn't want me to go "too far". This was the same thing from last time. Doesn't know what he wants and so wants the world to stand still and behave until his brain figures it out.

We actually have a business together too. All tied to each other unfortunately. The next six months is going to take all my strength and brains to get

I have to get REAL busy. REAL BUSY making a crap load of money.