Here we go... again!

[Abbey]

kml, unfortunately, the house we live in, is too big and expensive to buy each other out, or to upkeep on it's own. Believe me, if I had a choice, I'd be gone.

I really have no choice at this point but to "play nice". Qualifying for a mortgage at this point is my goal. That is going to take six months. The matrimonial laws are pretty clear in the state where I am. Legally, no matter what I'll be able to nab him, because of what kind of money he can make.

And you're right, in my heart, I know I'm done. I've had enough of the lies, the bs. She can have him. After what went on with them during their history, a big dose of reality is going to slam him in the face, HARD.

BTW, the test came back positive yesterday afternoon. Last night, he held my hand most of the night. He was clingy. Frankly, up to this point, I think he was trying to make deals with god, that if it wasn't his, he could be a better man and finally shut the door on her. Foolish pipe dream on his part, the fact that he didn't emotionally realize it was his LONG before this point (considering the history between them)shows how devoid of reality he is at this point. He wants his cake, and to eat it too.

She's already emotionally abusing him and verbally abusing him at this point. But he'll put up with it, because he's "in luuuvvv". *gag*