Got home last night - read story to D9 and put her to bed. D6 read to me - she is a smart little girl and doing so well at school.
A few times last night W came me and started a conversation. For example - I was in the garage and she came in there to ask about my day etc.. I was on the laptop in the office - she came in to have a general chit-chat. This may not seem strange to most folks - but for the last few months it's one short conversation when we're in the kitchen. Not sure if this is due to EA revevelation or L visit next week (and any associated guilt). W went to bed - I stayed up and watched football, when I went to bed it was quite clear we were sleeping on seperate sides of the bed.
Won't see her tonight as she is working - I will NOT be playing the - "What wime will W come home" game, I'll be going to bed.
She also mentioned her plans for Sat AM which don't involve the girls or me - that's fine, I told her I'd switch the girls horseback riding to Sat instead of Sun.
Joined a men's support group for folks that are going through or are post divorce. First meeting is Monday night - looking forward to it.
Made it through another night of no backsliding or R talk. At this stage I have shelved the idea of revealing I know about the PA (how about that for a 180)....
M47 W45 D10 (Has CP) D7 M12 T14 ILYBINILWY 5/1/11 Asked for seperation 5/10/11 Seriously DBing 7/1/11 W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11. Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11 D - Final 7/11/12