I guess I am trying to figure out when or if to test the water a little.

I can continue being dim but I dont think it will bring my H closer I think he could just hang in limbo land for years. My DB coach does encourage me to reach out to him and gauge his reaction but I dont want to come on to strong.

i think its also important that I reach out a little in a loving way because one of his complaints is that I am cold. He is also very passive so I think a small gesture to see how he reacts might be needed.

Lucky for me he is out of state and I wont rush to do anything. It will definitely be a well planned thing.

Still so weird he hasnt called his kids week. What is up with that?

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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13