just had lunch with my h, becoming kinda of a weekly ritual, he talks, I listen, this week the hour turned into 2 without any silence.. no R talk what so ever...but something did come up..
Last week I had a family emergency with my mom who lives 550 miles away. I spoke to h and though he was very sweet, his only suggestion was the kids could come stay at his house (keep in mind he rents a bedroom from a friend..)
I was not ok with this, first my oldest would be driving much further to work and second I have never even been to his house, i dont know the people he is living with and I am not comfortable with it at all.
This week at lunch he offered to stay at my house with the kids, I know this is not rocket science to all of you on here but for me it was huge, it was a selfless act of kindness that would help me and the kids.
My H is starting to seem more like the man I am deeply in love with. The little things such as lunch going on for hours of just talking (me mostly listening) laughing, then when we go to hug he kisses me, not a passionate kiss by any means, and it seemed a little fumbled because I wasnt expecting it, but none the less it was something.I then kissed him again, which i probably shouldnt have, but today was a good day. I truly enjoyed it.
He asked if we could do it again next week, I reminded him I was trying to go for my visit, and he said oh yeah just let me know hopefully by tomorrow so he can change his work schedule a bit, so he can take youngest to school...
My question for today, is... am I right to not read too much into this? I mean it is no secret I want my family back but isnt this a small step?
m 41 h 44 d 17 (prev marriage) d 9 Never give up!!!!!
