Alcoholic H wants D part 2.....

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We have been going to co parenting sessions and have touched very litely on how to sit with him together to tell him about the D. the wording has not been "we are trying to decide" or "whether or not we end up together" its leaning toward the very def D word so I am not pushing to set a time to do that, and really neither is H.

I do tell him that we both love and care for him and that will not change...He has been in counceling since we seperated 2 yrs ago, when we first seperated he took it shockingly hard and had a short run in with cutting himself so we got him in right away..which is why I am so concerned about him now.

I plan on contacting his councelor at school next week to have a meeting. H does not seem concerned at all...he says hell be fine, long as he knows we love him. well, pardon me but how is he going to know that??? when his dad is in contact only when its convienent??? yeah, that will show him.

oops, i spilled a little anger there...hope i didnt get it on anyone..:)

I dont understand what has been happening with him lately...there has been a lot (really every day) of texting back and forth..always about son..usually started by me but carried on by him. He offered to fix my truck over the weekend and spent a few hours there..he is coming over tonight to pull the trailer up to the camp sight (his offer again) and then returning sat to take it home.
Why??????
Why all the contact all the sudden...i did not contact him at all yesterday and did not hear from him or this morning. so maybe he is just responding.....I realized that I was contacting regarding S14 but really..its stuff he could care less about now so why bother. Its the normal stuff i would always contact him about but that was before, and now he really is fine not knowing.

Had a bad night with thoughts in my head...feeling very replaced and abandoned yesterday...better today. looking forward to camping trip and getting out of town. no phone reception and just me and the boys!!....and a good book and a campfire....*sigh*