Cyrena, it sounds like you are in a good place. If you need help in dealing with that anger and are unable to forgive, I respectfully suggest you get some. It's not easy to let go of that (as you saw it) betrayal. It's not easy not to take this as a direct slap against everything you are, and sometimes you need someone to clear the alternate path a little. I'm happy for you, and wish you the best.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.