Very frustrated, it seems the more I try to focus on me and don't answer every email and/or text, the more H is contacting me. I am getting emails and texts saying "remember me?" or "are you ignoring me". Oddly enough before this he wasn't emailing or texting for days. My natural instinct is that I don't want to make him angry, it is not natural for me to not respond.

This morning he was sending pictures reminiscing about a fun concert we went to 10 years ago, he set it up as a surprise for me and hired a car for us. He said the CMA's reminded him (it was a Tim McGraw concert) and when he got to work he emailed the picture.

It confuses me so much, all of it confuses me.


-Autumn