Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

I have a little Boston terrier :)) god I miss him. H was here earlier because I'm leaving tomorrow he took him over.. I miss him... He's such a good, loving little dog.. I'm really not happy that he'll be spending his days with ow while h is at work, but h also misses him and there was no question he was gonna have him for the week.

Btw h is not so crazy about ow anymore..

I asked him today if she paid rent yet (i asked h when we still lived together if ow was going to move in once I leave and he said something like he doesn't know.. He said she can only live there if she helps with the rent, so I thought who are you kidding..shell just come here and never leave, you won't ask her to pay rent.. ) so anyhow he said he will otherwise she can't live there. So today, given that it's the 9th and she's been there as of the night of the 2nd I asked if she paid rent yet, he said she didn't and he wasn't sure he wanted to live with her.. The way he said it i could tell the love is not as deep as he thought it would be before she got there.. I cant really see the conversation in my head where he asks her to leave.. How do you ask someone you 'love'? So babe.. Do you feel like going home anytime soon? Unless they break up of course, but ow is trying hard I think and I don't see that happening either. So I told him I think what will happen is that he doesnt really want to live with her so therefore will not ask her for rent but at the same time he won't ask her to leave, so shell just live there for free and I was right again..
Anyhow he is taking me to the airport in the morning. When he left he asked me for a kiss and while I did nothing I let him hug me and kiss me on the cheeks.. I got about 4 kisses how many will I get tomorrow when I leave for a week? We'll see.