Thanks guys. I have not talked r w/ my h or said ant i luv u's or anything like that. Just trying to move from a really bad place to kind of friends zone i guess. H went a little crazy w/ angry texting over a babysitter issue. I stayed calm, listened, waited, and we eventually came to an agreement when he calmed down. Much less drama than previous inicidents. Going to the store to pick up a few books you guys recommended. H is going hunting this weekend so it should be quiet. He seems to be up to something and preocupied lately. ??? Another W perhaps. Just speculating. Time will tell... I wish I knew if he will ever want to come home and be a family. I miss him dearly and sometimes I think he will and other times it just seems so over bc he is so black/white.
