What do I do next? Part 2

[luvhurts49]

The problem (amongst many I guess) is that my W is no longer living in our home (she is living at her dad's) and she has already filed for D, so she has already blown up our M. Now I do believe that this A with the OM started before she left, but it may have only been an EA at that time and recently evolved into a PA. Regardless, I will have to be the one that puts in the energy.

I agree with you Accuray, I want the M more than the apology (but I wouldn't mind that too). Aside from taking care of our kids, being able to help make my W happy and our M happy is my main concern and is what will make me happy as well. Will there be trust issues? I'm sure there will, but am I willing to work through them if she is? You bet your life on it. I will swallow my pride, the anger, and everything else in order to have a chance at bringing my family happiness.