I have to say that I would give anything to have my H in the same house and be able to DB on a daily basis...I would take that second chance and run like hell with it...
good luck to you, I agree with Sandi2...I still see hope for you..

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...