Well I'm managaging to take baby steps.

Quick journal :
I came home from work, D9 has a haircut, apparently done by W's divorcee friend grrrrrrrrrr....
I read D9 stories and put her to bed. D9 always says "hug" as you lay her down - for some reason I started getting teary and had to recompose myself before coming out of her bedroom.

D6 had some shattering news (well to a 6 year old) - the little girl across the street (her best friend) is moving to San Francisco - she was so tearful all night and we did our best to comfort her before she went to bed.

W and I talked for a while - general chit-chat, she told me that the divorcee was planning a girls night out - I feigned interest but to be honest every time I hear her name I just want to shut it all out.

She then said D6 has abandonment issues (One school friend and another neighbour have moved recently). I wanted to scream - what's she going to be like when I'm forced to relinquish my role as a full-time parent! I said nothing except that D6 will work it all out and she'll make new friends.

W watching her shows - I have no interest in them (well I would try to show interest - but what's the point, she didn't ask me to join her and they aren't the sort of things I would normally watch).

Not sure if W was trying to provoke a reaction out of me - if she was she didn't get one.


M47
W45
D10 (Has CP)
D7
M12 T14
ILYBINILWY 5/1/11
Asked for seperation 5/10/11
Seriously DBing 7/1/11
W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11.
Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11
D - Final 7/11/12