Lotus,

Yesterday I did feel the doubts creep in. I reread the notebooks and felt reassured.

I do remind myself that since my H has MLC, it will really be a long and rocky road still. Although I am hoping that what happened has served to give my H reason to work on our M and not just stay, I feel that I need to be very careful not to push and become precisely what I have avoided so far in this sitch, which is to seem like the "mommy" again.

Hey 25, I haven't heard from you yet.

Oh by the way, another thing:

I did find out that in the end, my H wrote:

" I realize that God has not abandoned me. I have found hope".

And so have I..... So have I!


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go