Alcoholic H wants D part 2.....

[imthemom]

awww 25...I am learning to love you and look forward to your replies..:)
I knew as I typed out that statement I said to my H that is was a huge mistake... I knew that i was just trying to make him feel like crap and I was trying to pass it off as protecting my son.
the grasshopper has learned...:)
Why i keep sabotaging myself in the situation is a mystery to me and something i will bring up in my next C session. although my C thinks I keep myself in situations that are unhealthy for me. She does not think that saving this marriage is a good idea..but she has seen my through the last 3 yrs with him and I havent been totally honest with her I dont think...that is going to change at the next session.
I dont want the marriage I had before...or the husband I had before...but I want to see if we have a chance as better people then we were, He being sober and I being less or not angry.
Im checking into an anger managment class today...
big step for me!! pat on the back!!