Staying strong when getting pulled in different directions is certainly not easy. Just when I feel like I am doing the right thing by not responding right away and not pursuing, that is the very time that he will flip his switch and be super nice and super attentive. If I fall into it, he will instantly become distant, moody and angry. I am trying very hard to keep this in mind before falling into it again.

Heading to the gym at lunch time!! Really looking forward to a good workout today! Hopefully it will help with my focus, or lack thereof. I feel distracted a bit and need to shake off the cobwebs today


-Autumn