Ok clearly I had to get that out of my system, after re-reading my last few posts they are all about him and nothing about me. Time to shift gears and focus on me. I did what I said and read DR and Codependent no more a bit yesterday. I will read more today after work. Thanks to moderation, I was able to see all of my posts in one shot which really helped drive home that my focus was in the wrong area.
I guess it is good that I saw my focus was in the wrong area. Although I have no doubt that someone here would have pointed that out to me
In addition to GAL for myself, this year is huge for my oldest son. It is his senior year in high school so we are focused on all of the great things that come with that, including waiting for replies from the colleges he applied to. It is a good year and I will be enjoying right along with him. Youngest son is also having a great year, just joined the high school basketball team. I'm very proud of both of them and won't let this craziness affect them any more than it has to. Obviously I know that much of it is out of my control, but its my hope at a minimum.
I hope I come off of moderation soon, my posts seem to drop a few pages and get lost
