Had to start a new thread.

Journaling:

The last couple of days I have been feeling down. I really miss my husband. I want to write him a letter telling him that I love him, but I don't because then that would be pursuing him. And I don't want him to think that and move further away from me.


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)