We are heading to our counceling appointment this morning. I am nervous about what is going to be said. I will know today if we are seperating or the divorcing. Dan has been very cold and not speaking to me. He is also still living in the house with us, going out and not telling me. I have not been asking where he is at all. I also told him not to expect me to be around to watch the kids all the time and to check with me when he has plans. It is very hard living under the same roof with someone who does not seem to care about you. I have been following the 37 rules, but staying positive is really helping me and forcing me to get out and make plans.
