Do I stay or do I go?

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Well, this fridge works fine, but because it's a studio apartmet.. It's too close to my 'bedroom' lol.
I had a good time and h called me the day I went out because he saw a post a friend of my posted about going out that night. The next day he didn't call. It was the first day he didnt and even though he said he'd come over to hook something up he didn't nor did he call today.. Wrong he did call today.. I ended up booking that vacation my friends were planning and I said I was gonna go no matter what.. Well they ended up choosing an expensive place.. Not even that it's so expensive but because I'm going solo my taxes are higher.. Long story short I debated for the longest time about it because I really can't afford it, but at the same time I thought it would be good for me and h would not be happy if I went just as I wasn't happy when he flew cross country to see ow, so I decided I will not care about finances at this time, I will go.. Oh and yesterday I had a one hour massage h got for me a year ago and I just used it now as the certificate would have expired next week.. So... I'm living life like a rich person with zero income.. It's funny but it's not funny. I'll get myself back on track after the vacation.
Well.. I posted on fb a photo of the resort I was going to and within an hour he was asking if I was going then called me and offered to drive me and said he'll be taking the dog. I said I'd rather leave the dog with my brother as I don't want ow touching him. He said she won't.. Well. Not much I can do.. I knew that if I was to take him to my brother he would have taken him anyways. Before we even moved he was more concerned about seeing the dog than me..
But now him not calling yesterday.. And only calling today because I'm going away I think he may have only missed me in the first few days and ow will make him forget about me..
Did check out ow fb profile as well and she posts photos taken all over our house.. Makes me sick, I know I shouldn't look but can't help it..