Are there any success stories here?

[NTX_Dad]

NTX, don't beat YOURSELF up over mistakes you've made in the past or recently. You can't time travel. You can forgive yourself and act differently in the future. Don't buy into the blame game, the "you had a chance and it's now gone" script.

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Instead, focus on yourself and your choices. Keep living your life, being the best (imperfect) guy you can be. If the window back is there, she will open it, and the occasional eff up on your part will not deter her.

Thanks bustorama, I appreciate the points, they are well taken.

It was kind of a mixed back this weekend. I'll update my sitch in a few minutes.