Time to move forward

[AntoniaB]

Your list above sounds really good, and it sounds like you're really trying to work on yourself (or have done so already) and like you're very aware of MLC and have read up on everything.

This is not a 2 x 4, but just a question. You said:

"There is just som much I want to get down, but cannot do it all in one go, I am exhausted just doing these first few bits tonight."

So. Why do you want to get this all down if this predates everything you are working on actively now? Is there a reason you want to lay out the "plot" of what led to now? It's ok if you do, of course, not judging at all. I'm just kind of confused why you want to get this all out, especially if it is, understandably, exhausting to do, when you seem to be from the post directly above really moving forward. There could even be more than one reason, but maybe just take a breather and explore why you want to do this to yourself.