The roller coaster is so confusing, from such low lows on Friday night. I spent much of the night on the phone with a friend while he was on the couch. I was having such a hard time with some of the mean things he says, typically when he is drinking. He really lets into me when he is drinking. Tells me that my life it good and he has groundhog day. I get to travel (its part of my job) and he doesn't go anywhere.
Friday evening he was texting a lot and when I asked who he was texting he had a fit and said "the kids will hear you". I probably shouldn't have asked but the whole thing has been wearing on me.
From that to the upbeat happy man that has been here the past day and 1/2. I think reading DR is really going to help me today. I also have Codependent no more, so will read both.
