yeah, you really need to take a breath and stop thinking every sentence is the final one.
Or that ONE act is the final act.
You are confused, and so is he. You SAID you had to file b/c you needed the money and
you seemed to mean, that if you did not file you would go without and so would your son.
IF THAT IS TRUE, then you did what you had to do.
Stop second guessing.
If it's not true, that's another matter. YOu will have to figure out when you are doing something out of anger and calling it something else
and when you are being honest with yourself and others.
Not so easy when emotions are high....
think of it from HIS perspective. He's screwed up now too...
forgive yourself and maybe in time you can forgive him too. No matter what else happens
that's a good Godly thing to do. For now, I'd make ANY AND ALL contacts about son ONLY...and do not react to his anger if he sends it to you.
Just be calm and thoughtful. And read the Co-Dependent NO More" book too. I hear it is very good.
((( )))
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
