Yes 25 I have lots of fears. I fear growing old alone, not seen my D any time I want, and finances. I guess we all have those same fears. I have been practicing in my brain the idea of living alone and what that would look like. Today was a good day for me not too depressed. I know my W will be even lonelier once our D is in college and W is all alone. I at least I am close to my brother, my W barely sees her family. I don't think she will change that. I feel sorry for her. I know that I am making myself depressed as to how I view the future, I don't kmow what the future holds. It might be great or not. But today I did a good job on me. Slept alot more than I have and GALed most of the day. So not too bad of a day. Tomorrow I have divorce care group and hope it helps. I am getting used to W's cold shoulder. The test will be in the future when she needs me. I hope that I can be nice to her and help when she asks.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
