What do I do next?

[luvhurts49]

Well just found out that there is OM in the picture and I have proof. I can't believe that I have been so stupid. How could she do this to us and our kids. It just doesn't make any sense. I don't know what to do anymore. All the DBing, the 180s, going dim/dark doesn't mean sh!t. I don't know how anybody deals with this--I feel like absolute garbage. I feel worthless.