Thank you for taking the time to read my situation and provide your thoughts and feedback. I know I am all over the place with my feelings of anger, hurt and sadness. Its hard for me to accept that my M is over and to realize that my W and I will never be together again, I have a very different view on our R than I guess what she does. I never thought things were so bad and we were great together, but obviously things weren't.
I just feel now that if she ever cared about me at all, no matter if the love is now gone, it was apparently there and you don't treat people you love like she has, no matter what. I wasn't the worst husband and I really don't deserve this. I just wish I didn't love her and miss her so much still. Thanks again, I appreciate your advice and thoughts. My plan at the moment is to just ignore her, and stay as dark as possible and have nothing to do with her. I have asked my L to not take any further action until I can deal with it mentally and emotionally.
M 35 W 31 Separated 2/2011 but still together Ended it 4/2011 Together 8 yrs Married 3.5 yrs Lawyers involved 6/2011
