Forgiveness This is the theme of my night. I wonder if I can forgive him. I know my H has forgiven me in the past and will need to forgive me in the future but I need to forgive him. Can I do that? We have 2 perfect daughters that miss their Daddy. We need him in our home. I need a husband. We miss him. This is really hard.
Tonight I was feeling lonely and having nice memories of H & I but those memories turn quickly to sadness and anger. I know that seeing him tomorrow makes me anxious and nervous so all these emotions come up. I hope I can feel & work through my sadness tonight so tomorrow when I see him I can feel love in my heart.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
