I read your thread MZ, and wow you were put through so much. I'm so glad to see that you came through it and are working on things with your H. I can only pray that we will have the same outcome. But like I said, I can't trust that he won't go back to OW just yet. I just know I can't continue to hurt like this anymore...
He's invited me to come with him and our D11 to a local kids restaurant tonight. I accepted, and hope we all have a wonderful time. I'm sure we will. I want to get along with him for our daughter. It's part of my 180's as well to show him that I'm a better person then he thinks I am or has made me out to be in his mind. To be able to let go and be a person that won't hold things against him right now when I know that this hasn't been easy for him either. To show him how much fun I can be and what a great person I am, because I really am all of those things.
Wish us luck!!
M:38, H:37, SS:17, D:12 ILYBINILWY: Aug. 2011 OW Discovered: Mid Aug. 2011 Piecing from Aug. - Oct.2011 I Moved out: Nov.2011 Moved back in piecing since: Nov. 5, 2011 H talking to OW again: May 15
