Back home - but for how long?

[NYCPeter]

2TP - I understand there may be bumps, just that if there are positive signs tonight it will mean that she is softening further rather than hardening her resolve after thinking about it.

A - I'm sure there were triggers last night - I recall asking if she wore her W ring when with these guys, whether she thought about our girls. I stopped there and regretted saying those things as soon as they were out of my mouth.

H - I almost feel like I have forgiven her. I'll definitely pick up a copy of the book in the future.

One other thing I recall which I regret - is that she has surrounded herself with friends who support her decision (this was because she told me she was upset with her aunt who told her she was crazy). I said if I considered having an A my friends would "rip my head off".

I also said that I want this to be a watershed in our M and that it's a way for us to to start afresh.

Things are coming back to me that I regret saying - but what is said is done.