alcoholic H decided he wants D

[imthemom]

Yes, it was supose to be yesterday or today..didnt happen yesterday so..
I didnt warn him, he desnt even know i have a lawyer, well i would think he has to be expecting it but he hasnt said anything...
I think he'll just be relieved...he didnt want to deal with it...he really was hoping i would do it...so there ya go...
The past couple of days thinking they had stopped seeing each other was getting me through it, now that i know they are still involved i feel like im having honest reaction to it finally...this is by far one of the most painfull things i have gone through...