Back home - but for how long?

[NYCPeter]

I was calm and rational.

I'm frightened of what will happen next, but at the end of the day I can't control her. I'm glad that she knows I know. The fact we spent the night close, is that a good sign? Who knows only time will tell.

At one stage my D9 woke up and my W went to comfort her and lie next to her in the spare room (opposite our room) - my alarm went off and I hit snooze - my W came back to bed and snuggled a little more before I left for work.

Tonight we'll see what her reaction is after thinking about it all day - will she go out after work? How will she be when she comes home? If she gets close to me in bed again it can only be a positive sign, if she stays out all night and acts cold then I guess I have an answer.

I won't "throw it in her face" - I recognize what that will do. I feel this is a major fork in the road and I'm not sure which way things will turn - either way my life will be different.

She sees Carlos as "it's nothing" - if she were to reconsider our R I'll need to address it in the future - right now I don't see the point, if she doesn't want a R with me then Carlos is irelevant.