I personally believe God in working in my situation and there's much bigger picture than what I can see here. It may take some time before I see the actual purpose for all this, if I ever do. I believed after Bomb #1 & MC that God used that to teach me how to love. When I take a step back and look at it this way, I don't feel too bad. It's when I get caught up in the details of the situation and I'm not looking at the bigger picture when I start feeling wound up and anxious.
P.S. Just thinking about your commute makes ME tired! I like to drive, but geez, 90 mi. each way everyday would wear me out. I was riding for just under 3 hours, I'll bet you spend longer than that in the car!
