To be honest i dont know what im doing...my husband is telling people he has a girlfriend, my son is devistated because hes figureing out that his family is blown to hell and i feel like its everything i did wrong that caused this..and would do anything to fix but theres nothing i CAN do.....
Im beyond devistated and all i can picture is him sitting on a couch right now watching tv with his arm around some women ....and god knows what next..
I know i screwed up, i know its prob to late and i know i should have figured this out a ling time ago...
Lucky her...i guess my sons and i are just road kill..
Welcome to my pity party..


Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...