Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

Its not easy not to think of what she might be doing. But I guess over time.. I ended up calling h back after 7 calls and a text and a call from my brother, which I'm sure was h telling him to call me to see if I'll pick up.

He said he cried like a baby for the first time in 25 years, and he is not feeling good about what's going on. I told him that he wanted this as he wanted to be 'happy' he said he wasnt happy. I heard giggles in the background and wanted to avoid the question ad I did for about a whole two minutes before I asked if ow was there. He said she was there with a friend, but he's not sure and wants to come over tomorrow to talk.

I told him it's best if he doesn't come so I can get myself together and move on with my life. I don't want to be in pain all the time. we spoke about nothing.. and he insisted he will come over because he has to put up some lamps he didn't do yesterday. So.... Should be an interesting day tomorrow when we talk about... Basically nothing..